JINGYI'S.

Monday, June 17, 2013

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When the news came about the decision of going Korea for 2 month, I had started tearing ever since whenever I thought about it. Till the second before sending him off, and even tearing alone after. It got so bad that I teared during meeting the next day when I thought about the duration. It hit me much MUCH harder than it did to him. I thought I would be emotional till hes back.

The following night, I was being replied with "Wth, I'm only gone for 2 months, not 2 years.." when I started feeling emotional again. It made me appear weak and pitiful. That moment, I told myself that I'm not gonna ever drop a tear even if it is 2 years. Woke up the next morning feeling refreshed. Yes, we are free to pursue what we want, even if it means years. (Y)

Sea. Wind. Clouds. They never fail to make my day.

Thursday, January 31, 2013

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Saying you wont but doing it again the next min.
The only determining factor.
guess I got to learn how to place my priority on work instead.

Thursday, December 13, 2012

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Afterall, theres still uncertainty.
differences remain.
i guess its just time to let it go.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

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Finally, summer has arrived after hard work,
and I'm already working my life away.
doing mid-shift can be kinda energy-draining.
soon, I'll be able to visit my long awaited taiwan.
and soon after, another short trip and
dang, school starts again.

好的事情最后虽然结束
感动十分就有十分满足
谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路

Friday, May 04, 2012

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Gonna motivate myself to mug hard.
4June. We'll meet again. Hopefully that will be the last time.

Besides that, its Summer now!
my 2 oldies at home love him too.
happy 4 months. (:

Friday, April 27, 2012

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I had the exact same feeling 4 years ago.
and true enough, disappointment came.

I will get over this like how I did. Again.

Monday, April 02, 2012

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so true.

金牛座的人通常脾气很好，因为他们有著极强的压抑心理，可以将任何情绪掩盖在外表之下，并且你要相信，他有这个本事一忍到底。通常他们不发作是为了不让别人难堪，金牛座自尊心极强，正是因为如此，他们很懂得保护别人的自尊和面子。但是不要以为金牛好欺负，这个星座天使与恶魔并存。

在某些方面有著惊人的领悟力，或是数学、或是哲学、更多的是音乐和艺术方面。在这些领域他们可堪称天才。虽然他们表面温温吞吞的，但其行事乖张不下於双子，而平常人根本猜不透他们毫无表情的外表下到底在想些什麼。

沈默，是金牛座最大的哭声。金牛有心事后，不想多说，感觉说话很累，或许是习惯了沈默，习惯了痛，习惯了安静。当金牛座不理你的时候，其实她已经受伤很深！

没事喜欢胡思乱想；性格与脾气都比较极端；嗜睡；喜欢裸睡；泪腺发达，易被感动；喜欢跟喜欢的人身体接触，恨不得把身体揉进去那种；有些悲观；支配欲；有较强的依赖感；偏执，苛求完美；双重性格；一般很抗拒有人走近，不喜欢听见周围有人不停交谈；经常表现出对什麼都不在乎。

一直以来，慢条斯理，稳定性极强，都是用来形容金牛的，而他们在为人处事的时候也的确表现出了这些特质，不愿争执所表现出来的温顺，是因为不想浪费脾气表达，而半天没有行动的懒散，则是因为他们要仔细的研究，考虑清楚，於是，慎重就成了金牛保持沉默的原因。不管周围的环境如何改变，又是用多少的有力证据来劝说，不想争辩什麼，因为多说无益。

没有人照护金牛座的时候、牛牛就会变得很坚强，但是一旦有人在金牛座的身边、他就成了小孩子了。常会幻想却要是家人出事了该怎麼办、想著想著就哭了，喜欢对喜欢的人对著看、也喜欢一个人独处。

其实有时候觉得金牛是个压抑的星座，他在乎的事情太多，朋友啊，恋人啊...可是他不会正确的表达自己的感受，所以经常被人误解。但其实他只是单纯的希望别人都能洞晓自己的心事，但又一次次的失望，最后连金牛他自己都找不到自己的方向，所以故作出冷漠的神情。把自己封闭起来。

金牛吃软不吃硬、经常口是心非，很乐观又很悲观、安全感不多、有点感性，有些话即使害怕错过也不说、常常被人骗、小敏感、小洁癖，害怕受伤、总说自己不孤单其实很寂寞，多陌生人冷冷的、熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈，总表现得很坚强其实很软弱、总被人误解却不愿解释。只要是他们认准的人或者事、金牛可以为朋友两肋插刀、可以做任何事甚至是付出所有，但他讨厌被别人利用、所以如果你想与金牛座交朋友就不要想利用他。如果他知道了、虽然他嘴上不说但是心里会开始慢慢讨厌你。

金牛们大部分很恋旧情的，内心设防比较严重，很专情，真的喜欢一个人的话可以喜欢很久。生活态度很认真，感情略微有些慢热。一旦受伤之后会记住很久很久，不容易愈合，但是会隐藏自己的内心，如果积攒了过多情绪的话，有可能会在一瞬间爆发。倾向於幽默的言语表达，信念经常会随著现实的转变而变化。不擅於改变、他喜欢的就会一直喜欢，他不喜欢的、就永远不会喜欢。

金牛们往往感情投入最多伤的最重，最擅长为难自己、不想对方难过只好自己难过，总以为自己有超乎寻常的承受力、把自己想得太坚强、把别人想得太脆弱。他不知道、其实受伤的是金牛自己，即使心在疼在痛也强忍著不表现出来、独自的承受一切。

金牛只是会独自一个人用行动来说明一切的人，也是个冥顽不灵的石头牛。

Monday, March 26, 2012

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Nights like this,
when you came down at such earthly hour
just to bring me a packet of nasi lemak,
could never make me more touched. (:

Saturday, March 10, 2012

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I just wanted to say, thank you.

That video still remains.

I guess, you knew me best.

Sunday, March 04, 2012

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Time and again,
I have to convince myself that this is right.